So tomorrow is tha big day!!

ARE YOU VOTING TOMORROW? you should be! So i finally heard from Josh after 3 weeks! He is doing good just keeping busy to pass the time. I am over at my brothers house rite now babysittin. But yea josh told me that they filmed transformers 2 on the ship and he got to meet shia, meghan, tyrese and the captain from the first one. Thats awesome lucky ass... I dont kno tho i probably would be fallin over meeting Shia he is so fuckin hawt! Anywho, i am sooo ready to go back to norfolk, it seems like thats where my life is now, not here in NC...everything is irkin me around this place!

anyways

im gonna go for now

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

OK so im officially mad! I can't get my twilight tickets yet cause there aren't any showings in hky yet. That is such bs...the tickets were released today on fandago! And you get a free download of bellas lullaby! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr


lol now that i got my yelling out...onto other things....

We are goin trick er treatin!!!! yayuh! lol candeh! Not that we don't already have a shitload of candy from the festival lol but then after that time to parrrrrtayyy!


woooooooooot what a good halloween ((((so far))))

DARN...lol

well Josh says that we should just renew our vows instead of a wedding redo but i can still wear the same dress lol anywho its not until our 5 yr wedding anniversary so im pushin that to tha back of my mind now, cause thats not until like 2012...geesh! Oh well it don't matter when we do it we're already married, i guess we can just save money til then for it, cause he gets outta tha navy in aug 2012. So it'll probably be like may or june 2012.



But on another note....Its only 2 DAYYYYYS til Halloween! I can't wait cause we're takin the girls trick or treating then hopefully to tha babysitter's then having a Halloween partay! lol I've been decorating all week just little things here and there. Its my step dad's birthday so we're gonna have a costume party...everyone is invited, but its BYOB cause i sure as hell dont have enough money to supply like 50 ppl with alcohol lol but we'll be havin snacks and candy and stuff like that and playin beer pong...woot! lol i love that damn game...but anyways I'm sooo glad that tomorrow is payday, i am broke lol Welp, im gonna go for now cause me & Bri are watchin Dora, lol the same episode on the DVD i think ive watched it like a hundred times already i kno the words now haha

Wedding stuff

ok so in my other blog entry I wrote how me & josh were thinkin bout a wedding do-over and i kno some ppl are probably thinking im a total retard for wanting to do it but screw u i dont care what you are thinking! I just wanted to put a few things on here that I am in love with and will be using if we do decide to do it...which most likely we will in about a year or so, i want to do it like next june so we'll see...but anyways this is a few dresses that ive been looking at...wedding gown that i want and optional bridesmaid dresses.....










i chose these because im still gonna have the colors i tried to do at tha last wedding....white and wild orchid....so whatiya think? Also a good thing is that the dresses im chosing are all under 150 bucks and thats GREAT for a bridesmaid dress especially from davids bridal


but i'll be puttin more stuff on here later ... keep a lookout! lol

its S-A-T-U-R-D-A-Y!!!

Ok so I was just looking up the healthy weight for someone my height and its b/t 120-150 lbs. I am not in that range...wow I got alot more work to do in that area! I am currently dieting but geesh i don't kno if i'm gonna lose all the way down to that or not..so today i set my goal at 150! I do kno one thing...the babies put the lbs on ya! According to weight watchers I am "obese" heres what it said.....

Your BMI is 32
Obese
You are above the BMI range of 20-25 considered to be healthy for your height and weight. Losing weight may reduce your risk of health issues such as diabetes and heart disease. It may also help your overall health, well-being, and improve your energy level. Get the motivation and information you’ll need to achieve a healthier BMI with Weight Watchers.


WOW WHAT A LETDOWN! HERE ALL THIS TIME I THOUGHT I WAS DOIN GOOD AND IM NOT EVEN HALFWAY CLOSE TO WHAT I SHOULD BE FOR MY HEIGHT...


=[ lets just say im starvin myself lol jk jk but i reallllly am gonna watch what i eat alot more than the old diet i was on!






On a much much brighter note....me and the girls are goin to the fall fling at murray elementary tonite! woot I can't wait cause the girls get to dress up in their costumes! yayuh!

IS IT WIERD?

OK so me and josh were talking and when we got married neither of us really had the wedding that we truly wanted, it was kind of a quick thing and i had on a cheap dress and i had just had brianna and was a little chunky i kno beggers can't be choosers lol but I want to have a the wedding of my dreams, does that sound selfish? I mean we didn't even go on a honey moon or dance at our wedding, we didnt do any bridal portraits, or even have our first dance as husband and wife...or anything like that...is it wrong for me to want to do it over again now that we have the money to do so? I need some feeback from this blog entry lol me and him have been having our rough patches lately but we've decided that we are just gonna rough it out and stick by each other, it'll eventually get better... with him being gone its like half of my heart is missing, and all the little things that i hated him doing like playing video games for hours and hours and being in an ill mood from work and takin it out on me, its wierd cause i kinda miss them things now that he's gone, and he's only been gone 2 weeks and already im goin crazy w/o him here =[ Is that true love? I mean thats a stupid question lol but every couple has their ups and downs right?






wellllll on a much different note .... i finished all the books in the twilight saga the other day and boy am i lost w/o something to get lost in lol I can't wait for the movie to come out now!! Im also wondering if they might consider making another movie after twilight like about all the other books....they should, i bet they would make a killing off of them! I guess now im gonna have to hunt me down another book to get lost in lol i dont kno tho if anything can equal up to the twilight saga, its like when i was reading them i was there i kno that sounds crazy and maybe im a little nuts, but if you read them you would kno what i mean!


ok welp im gonna leave here w/ a song that is currently reminding me about my hunnylumpkins lmao enjoy!

I'm oh so totally ADDICTED!

Ok so i had been hearing about the twilight series for about 6 months now, and I never really checked into it but I had heard it was an awesome one! Well here recently I've been verrrrrry bored and have absolutely nothing to do with my time so i decided i would get back into reading since the last book series i read was when i was preggo w/ haylee, it was Jenny McCarthy's "laughs" series of books....they were a really great read if you are pregnant or a mother you should reallllllly consider reading them there a 3 part book series called belly laughs, baby laughs, and life laughs....then she came out with a book about autism and her autistic son. They are definately really good books, the first one is about her pregnancy and all the crazy stuff that goes on when your pregnant and yes she tells it ALL lol then the second is about the birth of her son, and the third is about her divorce and it tells about her getting together w/ a man in the end, and if you kno her, you kno she's with Jim Carrey. They the 4th is just about her fight w/ autism and let me go ahead and tell you if you are sensitive to reading about kids, and them having medical problems you shouldn't read it cause you will ball yer eyes out....i did! But anywho Josh's deployment date got moved up to Wednesday so I have to take him to the airport at 6am wednesday.... yea we've been having our problems and differences but im gonna miss him so badly, and i just want him to stay safe....i love him w/ all my heart. But anyways I can't wait for TWILIGHT (the movie) to come out wooooooooot woooooooooot!

here is the new trailer for all you fans!