IS IT WIERD?

OK so me and josh were talking and when we got married neither of us really had the wedding that we truly wanted, it was kind of a quick thing and i had on a cheap dress and i had just had brianna and was a little chunky i kno beggers can't be choosers lol but I want to have a the wedding of my dreams, does that sound selfish? I mean we didn't even go on a honey moon or dance at our wedding, we didnt do any bridal portraits, or even have our first dance as husband and wife...or anything like that...is it wrong for me to want to do it over again now that we have the money to do so? I need some feeback from this blog entry lol me and him have been having our rough patches lately but we've decided that we are just gonna rough it out and stick by each other, it'll eventually get better... with him being gone its like half of my heart is missing, and all the little things that i hated him doing like playing video games for hours and hours and being in an ill mood from work and takin it out on me, its wierd cause i kinda miss them things now that he's gone, and he's only been gone 2 weeks and already im goin crazy w/o him here =[ Is that true love? I mean thats a stupid question lol but every couple has their ups and downs right?






wellllll on a much different note .... i finished all the books in the twilight saga the other day and boy am i lost w/o something to get lost in lol I can't wait for the movie to come out now!! Im also wondering if they might consider making another movie after twilight like about all the other books....they should, i bet they would make a killing off of them! I guess now im gonna have to hunt me down another book to get lost in lol i dont kno tho if anything can equal up to the twilight saga, its like when i was reading them i was there i kno that sounds crazy and maybe im a little nuts, but if you read them you would kno what i mean!


ok welp im gonna leave here w/ a song that is currently reminding me about my hunnylumpkins lmao enjoy!